I guess I’m just not realizing this, but whatever. It’s actually really weird of how I’ve never thought about this until a few days ago. Anyways. Guys have a lot of influence over girls, even if we don’t know it. No, lemme rephrase that. I’ve been noticing lately that a guy can control a girl just by a couple of words. Like okay, here’s what happened. So Sophie at school, she’s got dyed really blonde hair and is white and is pretty normal looking (like for parkview people) was standing by Evan and me and Evan are cool so I went to stand over by them so we were all talking, and of course, the boothang comes over (y’all, it’s Julius) and interrupts. Like he always be doing. So Sophie and Jules had never talked to each other, I guess, idk but uhm Jules was like blah blah blah I really love your hair you’re just so stylish and just yes and she was like hehehehe and he was like, you’re very beautiful and she was like, awwh thanks like nbd ig ¿¿¿ so then me and Jules went to chill n shit. So next day. I go over to Sophie and Evan after school in the fucking polar weather, and I’m like, hey yall seen that nappy hair kid I was with yesterday? And she was like, uhhhh no I haven’t seen him. And Evan was like wait who and she was like, you know ???? the guy yesterday ???? The one that called me beautiful ? And he was like oh no I haven’t seen him. But end of story. See to Julius, I mean, he definitely meant it, but that’s just him. Like he’s the sweetest guy to everybody like that. But the fact that she said that the next day, kinda made me start thinking about how when a guy says “you’re beautiful,” it pretty much changes like the whole you as a person for awhile. Or it does me. Like if a guy that I just met randomly was like, you’re just beautiful. I’d be like awwh thx luv u but in reality, I’d be like holy fuck like this guy is so presh and sweet and he thinks I’m beautiful and I feel like weirdly some parts of life are just okay now. Y’all. Just because he thinks I’m beautiful. That’s amazing to me. Seriously, I’m smiling right now just thinking about that certain feeling you get right as a guy says that. But guys, like literally, men, I just feel like yall don’t understand how powerful your words are to us girls. Really. When you’re talking to a girl tomorrow, just look her in the eyes and say, you are very beautiful, wait not in like a “I want that pussy” way or like a creepy de-friendzone move yall, Jesus just as a friend. And don’t say it to one of your hoes, damn nigga. Don’t say it to a “female.” Fucking say it to someone who means something to you. Guys, you don’t understand how badly we want you to tell us that we’re pretty, or that our make up looks good today, or that you’re glad that we’re around you. Seriously. God. I know nobody has read down this far, but goddamn yall! It doesn’t make you look weak as a man, or gay, or whipped, or anything … It makes you look like you care about us. And that’s all we want, y’all.
for someone who pretends to have no emotions whatsoever im really sensitive
Before you know it it’s 3 am and you’re 80 years old and you can’t remember what it was like to have 20 year old thoughts or a 10 year old heart.
someone come play with my hair until the future isn’t scary anymore
society has literally conditioned us to hold our grades as a higher priority than our mental and physical wellbeing and if you dont think thats fucked up i dont know what is